My side of the story
We spent our last days in our room. Just beeing together and make most of the time we had left. We went into the pool only once a day and went back to our room. The last day came and i wanted us to eat our last dinner together in the place where I asked her to marry me. So we took the bus to the Alanya city and then decided to take the cable car up the mountain. I’ve never been on a lift before, but i knew that the cable car went up to the top of the castle. So i was thinking that we could go to the restaurant from the top.
For the first time in my life I was in a ropeway and I had my princess. When we reached the top, we realized that the roads were closed. I asked if there was a possibility that we could pass the way to the castle from there. But it was closed and we could not get through. I was very upset, but my love told me we could eat at a restaurant below. She said it was okay that our last night did not go as planned and that it would be nice to eat at a other place i had been working before. I have been working in many restaurants in the city, so I know all the restaurants that have delicious food. We went to a restaurant near the pier, which is the most lively place in Alanya.
Without looking at the menu, i ordered two potions of a meal called Lahmacun that I had eaten many times before and that i really like. My love said that she liked it very much and that it looked like a pizza, but tasted better than a pizza. After eating our meal, we went back to the hotel and hugged each other in our room, the hole night. It was our last night together and i did not want to sleep, because i had too much feelings. I knew it was not going to be easy not see each other for a long time, when she went back to Norway. We were both very upset…
I called the man who brought us from the airport and told him to be in front of the hotel at 8 in the morning. The next day i called the driver at 7:00 in the morning, and he told me that he was leaving. But he was a little late, so I called him back and he told me he had been in a accident. I was afraid to tell my love. I asked him what happened and he just said that it was a an accident, but that he still would come. He was upset.
He came and he was so stressed. The car was broken in the front, but he could drive it. We arrived at the airport and my heart was very upset to the movement of my feet could not prevent, as if the world was exhausted to breathe oxygen in the world was so difficult that this huge world had come so narrow that I did not even know what to do in sorrow.
This was the first time i was in real love and we where going to be separated from each other. We cried when we hold around each other and it was so hard saying goodbye. I didn’t want to leave the airport, but I knew my love was going to fly away. So i went out and trying to see the plane she was in, but it was very difficult. I was in the direction of the north of the airport, so I thought that the outgoing planes heading south. But i did not see the plane.
I took the bus home an went to my room. But there wasn’t ant time left to think, because i needed to get ready and go to work. But at work i was thinking that there had to be a way to go to her. I didn’t have a passport, so i immediately started the passport procedures, to go and see her. After speaking with my love for a long time, I understood that this would be really long and hard process. So when my love started writing the invitation, I started to prepare all the paperwork I needed here.
After some days the whole thing was ready, Finally. I booked for visa processing on internet. It took me about 9 hours by bus to get to the capital city. I set off and handed my documents to a company that was attached to the consulate. All the hustle and bustle were all over. I received an e-mail that my reply letter was sent to me only after about 15 days except just waiting for an answer. My excitement was at the peak.
About twenty minutes later, my love wrote to me that she found out that the outcome was not good and that we received rejection. All my sense organs were not working, communication with the world was lost. Soon, my love was calling me and saying something to me in a sad voice. I had times in my life where I was very cold in life and I could add this to that time, because everything just stoped for a while.
I am going to live my life with her and i want to feel this love forever. Because there’s no other way I can stop this heart from crying. You can always find a partner, but it is really hard to find your soul mate. Especially if you feel a love in every corner of your heart.
I promised my heart that I will make her happy and I will keep that promise with my life. I want to be loved and love, I don’t want too much from this world, just this…