When you’ve have changed your meening from something you used to love, because of bad experience. Then you can behave differently from normal when someone are talking about that. I mean the word “party”..
I have been living in Alanya every summer since i was 18 years old and i saw a lot. What i saw is not so heartwarming, and in one corner of my brain i just want to forget everything about it…
Sometimes I have difficulty expressing myself, especially when the person in front of me is angry or stressed.
When I met my wife, she told me she didn’t go to parties or bars, and neither of us has been drinking for a long time. I’m sure my wife hasn’t been drinking for over a year. This is the main reason for our last discussion.
I lost most of the people I love around here because of alcohol and I’m having trouble with the word “party” because of that. These parties are changing people to the bad.
I admit I may have had a little too much reaction, because I was afraid of losing her to. But imagine that if a person has changed the opinion on something, it is not easy to accept it again.
Yes, I’m a jealous person, but I dont jeaolus her beaty. For i am actually very proud of that.
I think it’s about loving jealousy. If you do love someone, you’re a little jealous. If you’re not jealous, then maybe you don’t love that much…
Finally I want to say that i don’t know how this blog course is progressing, but I need some time to get used to it. I just don’t want to lose her.